Wednesday, June 23, 2010

Not My Week

Hi, everyone. Not in a good mood at all today. I gained FOUR pounds this week. I don't know if it's water weight, muscle building, or the fact that I just suck at what I'm doing, but I am a wreck and beyond frustrated. I know that I had a bit of a slip on Saturday, but I got right back on track. I've been in the worst mood all day.

I was doing a little bit better until I went into a store at the mall and tried on a pair of jeans that didn't totally fit. I got them buttoned, but not zippered. I was ready to cry again. I know I've gotten so far in just 10 months, but I thought that I was just a little bit smaller than I am. I'm ready to cry again. Before today, I was so on track to my birthday goal of 70 pounds lost total. I only had 13 pounds left to lose. Now, it seems so far away. It's now 17 pounds I want to lose in six weeks. I'm going to have to go hardcore clean and strict on both food and workouts now. *sigh*

Hope everyone is having a better day than I am!
Kisses and hugs,



  1. I hate those days, especially the awful change room experiences. I feel for you:) I have done the burst into tears in the change room a number of times. Numbers can be overwhelming sometimes, but just remember you are getting healthier and happier! You can always push the restart button no matter how bad things have gone! You're not alone and you're doing awesome! You are loved no matter what the number on the scale says and you will get there!

  2. @Stephanie Hanlon Thank you so much! xoxo =)